May 28, 2009Need help & some ideasOkay, so next week on June 4th is going to be me & my boyfriends 2 year anniversary. YAY!:D I'm like sooo excited!!! But the thing is i don't know what to do or give him:[ I want to do something very special but I'm having a hard time coming up with ideas. I want him to never forget that special day. So i really want to give him something BIG to let him know that i really really love him. I have till next week to come up with something & i would love it if u guys can help me cuz....im like freaking out! lol. It would mean the world to me if you guys can help me out:]
Posted on 05/28/2009 9:15 AM Comments (2)
January 15, 2009I hate myself for this reason.....
I really blame myself for losing all the good friends I had. I don't know maybe its just me but I hate it. And now I feel like I'm about to lose on of the good friends that I've ever made. It's always me that starts shit & it's always me that argues over really dumb & pointeless reasons. Maybe its just that I've been threw alot & I would really hate to lose this person over my stupid past. Its just really hard to forget & start fresh. & its also very hard for me to trust people. I know that you never did anything wrong, I blame myself for ever thinking bad things about you & im sorry. I would just really hate for our good friendship to end over pointless things. I would be so lost without you & I would never be able to forgive myself. I really love you & you're the best thing thats ever happend to me. You really are a good & special friend to me, its all I ever wanted & its all I'll ever need:]
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January 7, 2009Fill this out pretty plz, let me kno wat u think of me:][1] Whats your Name?: [2] Are we close?: [3] What do you think of me?: [4] Do you fancy me?: [5] Would u kiss me?: [6] Would you date me?: [7] Describe me in 3 words?: [8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?: [9] What was ur first impression of me?: [10] Do u still think the same?: [11] What reminds u of me?: [12] If you could give me anything what would it be?: [13] How well do u know me? : [14] What do u like best about me?: [15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?: [16] Could you ever love me?: [17] Give me a nickname and explain why?: [18] R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?: [19] Anything 2 say b4 u go?:
Posted on 01/07/2009 9:34 AM Comments (1)
September 17, 2008hehe...i gotz bored in classXD
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
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Posted on 09/17/2008 11:22 AM Comments (0)
June 16, 20084 ALL MY FRIENDS 2 FILL OUT!!!
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Let Me Hold Your waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... Am I... Have You Ever... Are You...
Posted on 06/16/2008 8:10 AM Comments (3)
June 9, 2008If ur 1 of my friends fill this out........
1] Whats your Name?:
[2] Are we close?:
[20] am i ugly?:
[21] what would you do if i told you to leave?:
[22] what would you do if i died?:
[23] am i a horrible friend?:
[24] how do you feel about me and why?:
Posted on 06/09/2008 7:34 AM Comments (4)
March 18, 2008Rockstar Taste Of Chaos Tour
Aghhhh...OMFG!!!! Im still a little jumpy from yesterday night. I went to the rockstar taste of chaos concert tour. AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!! I got to see Atreyu, A7x, BFMV, and other bands from Japan...they were really awsome though i have to admit. Atryeu was awesome...they made the crowd go crazy!!!! and BFMV, aghhh my favorite band, they were just amazing, i screamed so loud that now I lost my voice...hehe. The finale was just crazy!!! A7x got to play...and let me just say the entire stadium went fucking crazy....everyone was screaming and shouting they're asses off. There was fire and explosions on the stage as they performed. They even had fireworks. They were just amazing...I had the best time last night. It was the best St. Patricks Day I ever had.
Posted on 03/18/2008 2:04 PM Comments (2)
January 3, 2008The lyrics to my favorite song from H.I.M>"Funeral Of Hearts"Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With its glow so vulnerable and pale Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears here for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine Pray to God whos deaf and blind The last nights the soul on fire Three little words and a question why Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you
Posted on 01/03/2008 1:27 PM Comments (0)
December 7, 2007HOW IM FEELING AT THIS VERY MOMENT WITHOUT HIM...I seriously hate my life right now. I really hate being alone. It seems that if for some reason I've forgotten how to breath, now that he's not here with me. Whenever we are apart it feels as if he's taken my happiness away from me. Like my whole world is drawn in black and white, and not ready to be in color without him by my side. The colors in my life are fading away. My tears just seem to keep pouring down like rain. My love for him is so strong that I carved his name onto my own skin. My tears are filled with pain and sorrow. I hate going through this misery every single time we seperate. I've lost my reason to love, and care about life. There is no point to it anymore. Right now the pain just seems to sting all over, while the blood from my arm drains right onto the roses that he gave me. Blending right onto them, no one will ever notice. All I have to do, is keep all of my thoughts and feelings for him right inside my depressed little heart. I keep looking for the light in which will help me, but all I see in my mind is him. Touching my face and wiping the tears and suffering away. Pressing his lips right onto mine till I'm able to feel and breath again. Looking right into those gorgeous blue luminous eyes of his. I will stare right into them till tears stream down my face again. But...sadly, thats all just in my mind. Here I lay in bed crying for him and his warm comfort. Missing him, and trying to mend my wounds. Waiting for him to show up again so that I can stitch the cuts in my heart back together. Hoping for a smile to come across my face, once I see him. Being able to be held into his warm embrace, being able to feel that perfect kiss, and smelling that sweet scent of his return right on me. (I just had to let this all out, cause its been inside me for to long) >I dedicate this to my one and only, the one who makes me feel whole
Posted on 12/07/2007 1:05 PM Comments (0)
December 3, 2007Have You Ever Felt This Way?
Do you ever get the feeling that your being neglected. Like, you feel so alone and all you want is someone to hear you out? Whenever you go for a walk and look at the trees with no remaining leaves all you see is naked branches, and in your mind those look like arms looking for support. You just feel so unwanted and so depressed that you don't understand as to whats the point of living if your not happy. You just cant wait for that special someone to show up in your life so that he can give you all the love and attention you want and need. You just want to experiance your first kiss already. And to be able to hear those desiring three words, "I Love You".
Posted on 12/03/2007 7:30 AM Comments (3)
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